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Name: Jessica
Location: Houston, Texas, United States
Birthday: 7/19/1991
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Im

"In My Head"

Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Under the weight of your wings
Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo
I will pretend I know not of your thoughts
And even the way that they mirror my own
I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I...

Oh...

I don't
Wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
I don't
I don't wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
My head...

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another night

Yeah, your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Lonely night...

Under the weight of your wings
I make believe you are all that I'll ever need

All that I need...

 

well today's the last day,...............i will see yall when i see yall. i will miss all of yall sooo much! you dine event know. im gonna start crying well i will talk to u all later. thank you all!


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
I Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me


Friday, May 05, 2006

hey yall! man i think this is the wors day.....wel no it's not i know sure as hell its not the worst day of my life! i have had MUCH more! so yeah hopefuly today after skool it will all be ok! so yeah i have a fever and my mom didnt believe me so i had to come to skool today! man that sux anal! so yeah and i still havent talked to a phsycologist! but thats kool! lol if i do something out of hand it will the THEIR fault because they didnt want an appointment yet! so freak them! and uh yeah the only ppl that know the whole thing is chelsea and jacob! so yeah they should feel special! lol just kidding! and so today i had my Comm.App. presentation,english presentation, AND my spanish presentation! i was like what they hell! so yeah and then at luunch i had to take a test! and it was gay through the but! but b-4 i went to go take the test i was bit by a fire ant!!!! and i was like "ooooowowwwww my frickin arm!" it hurt sooo bad! so yeah  i have the worst headache in the world right now!!!! hahah spanish was funny! i told chelseaa something in spanish (the language not the class) and then we started cracking up! it was great! lol my arm hurts like a bitch! i mean damn i didnt know so eyah my throat hurts weeley bad! and yeah i mean jeeeebuuuusss! haha ok i have nothing else to sayd except for the fact that i am really hungry! and now i feel sick! so yeah! i guess you can have a fun time looking at my icons!! AIODS!!! hahahif you can read this your dislexic .....like me!!

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Monday, May 01, 2006

Hey yall! so yeah depression!!!! to the max! but thats kool! yaeh today is the 1st day back!!! kool! so yeah! im sooo bored in B.C.I.S. so eyah i thihnnk i am going to go to the movies friday! hopefully! aww jebus yeah i saw RV! it was okay but i could have been better! so yeah! i dotn have to much to say today! so uhhhh yeah! damnit i need myspace! lol haha you know whats funny?!?!? at hot topic there is this shirt and it sayd "your mom is on my top 8!!!" lol there was sooo much stuff about myspace its crazy!!ahhh yeah ok u know what makes me super frickin mad ???? like you know i was out for the week?!?! ok the phsycologist lady was like talk to ur parents and try to be more open! and so i have been trying to! next thing you know my mom is yelling at me! i was like what the hell! i mean?!?!!?!?!?jeeeze! im trying to make things better but i am just making 'em worse! so yeah i think the bell is going to ring soon! later


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

so homies?!!?!?! im sooo confused right now. it's not funny! i just want sdomeone to save me! i'll always be there when you wake?!!?!? lol thats the best song in the world!!! i dont understand why i sleep all day and i start to complain that theres no rain. all i can do is read a book to stay awake!! well yeah enough! so how is everyone...? thats good! lol man i am just soo bored im not at skool today becasue of many reasons! hey yall i might not be coming back to carnegie next year! awwww. dont be sad i love you all!  'cause i am close to 100% sure i wont get an acceptance ltter so yeah i want to go to a more free high skool where there is more to do. i talked to a phsycologist and she agreed with me. but then again if i do get an acceptence letter than i will be more than greatful to come back to carnegie. i mean i would be totally lucky! and i would bust my ass to stay. but i am not sure about this year! its really hard after what i have been through. so yeah! well i think i am going to put some icons on here and then i am going to take a nap! (hhahhahah nap! havent had one of those in awhile! lol) so yeah and then i have to study for a test i have to take tomorrow for biology! and then i have to go get joe. so eyah! talk to yall later! Muah!!!



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